"I hate My self So much Sometimes"
I hate myself so much sometimes, I hate the person that I have become, I lie so easily, to everyone, To my darling husband about small things, and then I tell more lies to cover up the previous lies, This has only been happening for the last 6 months, before that I never lied, and I always followed rules! My 2010 wish is that I can change to what I was before or even better. I love my darling husband and he loves me too, he's always supporting me, even when am in so much trouble he's always there, am the total bitch that ruins his life. I want to be better so badly... He has been so wonderful to ad he has surpassed all my expectations and he has really proven he is worth everything to me, he's simply wonderful and I love him always!
I'll start off by not being so angry all the time: I get angry when he delays sending me a text message, or when he forgets to tell me something on time, or when he talks to another woman and he forgets to write me mails, or when he does not let me talk to his mother, or when he forgets to tell me when someone has said hi to me!!
