"Whens my luck gonna change"
right, my life has been crap for the last two years and i want some good luck for once! in the last 2 years i have... 1. losst two great aunts in very quick succession 2. lost my grandad (very close, lived with both grandparents after parents moved out when about 14, now 22) suddenly 3. Nan couldnt cope without him and starved herself to death over 6 months, spent most of third yr at uni going home to help 4. stuggled at uni with the work due to the massive depression from 4 members of my family dying 5. moved back with my dad and he starts trying to kill himself every 5 minutes when his (married) gf keeps leaving him. so i moved to london to get a job with my new degree.... 6. cant get a job cus i have no experience cus im just out of uni and no one will hire me so im running out of my reserve money argh! its just all so difficult to deal with and im fed up. expecially as i worked really hard to actually graduate and some of my mates who really just f**ked up the last year at uni n only just graduated have now got gd jobs in the field!!! its not fair, i worked so hard and have got nowhere!i kno that we are in a recession heading for depression n no one is having a gd time with employment, but its just another problem on top of all my others. and now to make it better im txting this reaaaaally hot guy who seems lovely but is sending mixed messages n makin my head hurt :(
u sure are having a hard time.. but even though its hard and its been said many times.. keep on believing and a miracle will come :D