"Betrayal "

I feel completely betrayed by you. You are supposed to love me - and you always say that you love me for who I am, exactly the way I am. But its not true, is it? You want to change me and turn me into something else - even if it is at the expense of my health and sanity. I dont trut you anymore and I'm not even sure that I want to be with you. How can someone so intelligent be so weak as to fall for the same lies over again? How when I can see these lies perpetrated all around me, men against women, women against men, adults against children, races against each other - HOW then can I take them from you, in the false pretence of LOVE? Fuck this. I'm getting out. If I spend the rest of my life alone I'd rather that than compromise my integrity to the hollow shallow, hypocritical lies of the times and society in which I find myself living, in which you are complicit despite your protests otherwise. I should have known from the very beginning. We are not the same. We never will be. Goodbye.