"Ugh! asscracks"
So I would like to just say that I'm mean, lean, and just turned 18! I'm a busy freshman in college - just went on winter break yesterday. I feel like I have a bagillion close friends and like a zillion close family members, and in no way am I complaining about this. But I am complaining about how some of my guy "friends" people are acting. I'm not like sayhing that i'm uber popular or that i'm like super hot or anything but lots of guys try to "talk" to me. I literally get the same messages from like 10 or more guys per day. "When are we gonna hang out??" "your hot!" "thinkin about you :)" "When we gonna hang out" blah blah blah! First off let me just say I never have legit convo's with these guys. Can we at least try and be friends??? I know barely anything about them because they all only wanna talk about how cute I am, and what we're gonna do when we hang out. It's just like HELLO!! I have a mother fucking brain idiot!! So anyway to the point: even before break all of these people have been asking me to hang out. I'm like never home and when I am. I am helping out my mom with everyday motherly duties and My two sisters (ages 11 and 4). All of the guys have been getting so pissed when I tell them that we can only hang out on the weekend- and not this one because My "sister" is getting married soon, and i'm the assistant to the brideShe wants me to get a dress before she leaves and doesnt come back until next year, on a vaca. So unless you are gonna drop a few hundred dollars for my dress that she is purchasing then you'll have to wait. And bottom line is just like go fuck yoursleves! I don't need you! I was fine before I met your ass and will be just fine if we never talk again! And it's just like EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME! if my single mother fucking mom, with a full and part time job, is in the last stage of her cancer and needs help during the week! I didnt fucking ask for it to be like this and I'm sure she feels bad! she desn't want me to be bombarded with the wieght of being the woman of the house- but i don't give a shit! I will do it, and anybody who can't understand this can go fuck themselves. The most ludacrous part.... all of these guys know whats going on! I don't think they have any right to be pissed at me! I'm just trying to make it in life using the cards God has dealt me. I'm trying- give me credit. I'll be like "next weekend" and their response.....: "that's too long" then this is where they grow a vagina and PMS all over the convo! I'm so pissed, i'm like in tears, if you wanna hang out and possibly have a serious relationship with me then you need to be able to understan IDIOT! stop acting like dumbasses asscracks!
