"things are not going right"
this are NOT going right!!!! i went from an ok mood to a really really bad mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf? i dont even know why. at school things sometimes go quite pear shaped with a few secific people and its really annoying. those people have taken what i had. EVERYTHING i had they have now. and it hurts because i know what i am missing out on, and its great! and these people dont even care about me anymore... sometimes i doubt they ever even did! its hard. and my anger vents are usually angry vents, but now vents are starting to be SAD vents and not angry vents. i HATE IT SO MUCH!! and it wont go back to normal anytime soon. worst thing is that i know exactly why its happened and the people i was talking about dont. they actually probably think im quite crazy for thinking these things... and its annoying and hurts a lot as well. of corse, as in eveything there is a good side to all of this, but this is JustAnger.com so im not going to get into happy stuff... so im going to stick to my vent. i dont even know if venting is good for me. i mean, in a way it is because i spill out everything that im keeping inside... but on the other hand after ive spilled and vented i keep thinking about it and it sortof takes over my mind sometimes and that is not healthy. but it helps to vent so il keep doing it.
