"BULLSHIT"

... I cant stand my life anymore. It makes my angry as shit. Every time I complain about it everyone tells me that my life isnt bad because I am an american teenager that gets everything in life. FUCK THAT! OBJECTS CAN'T BUY YOU A BODY THAT DOESN'T BACKFIRE ON YOU! IT CAN'T BUY YOUJ A BETTER PERSONALITY SO YOU DON'T ACT LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT! IT CAN'T BUY THE TIME BACK YOU LOST! IT CAN'T BUY SHIT! LIFE IS MORE THAN JUST PHYSICAL! ITS YOUR MIND! I'D RATHER LIVE AS A STARVING AFRICAN KID THAN SIT HERE TYPING THIS SHIT. I WOULD RATHER NOT HAVE THE MATERIAL THINGS BUT OO FUCKING BAD THATS HOW ALL OF US AMERICANS LIVE! I FEEL ABANDONED BY EVERYONE EVEN MYSELF! GOD PLAYS JOKES ON ME! MY SCHOOL ONLY WISHES TO DESTROY ME! AND THE BULLDSHIT IS SO STIFLING I CAN'T EVEN BREATHE! I WANT TO DIE JUST SO I CAN TELL THIS WORLD I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE! I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD THAN HERE AND DIE SLOWELY FROM ALL THE SIN AND VIOLENCE! THE DEGREDATION AND DESTRUCTION, THE GREED AND HEARTLESSNESS! I WOULD RATHER END MYSELF THAN SUFFER THROUGH ANYMORE BULLSHIT! FUCK YOU WORLD! AND FUCK YOU EVERY FUCKING GOD IN ANY FUCKING RELIGON! YOU NEVER HELPED ME!